11/6 & 11/7 emails

11/6 email
Dearest Heart, Yesterday was a very hard day. The cancer has grown with the current treatment and Mary is off the current study. There is two more studies available. One we could do from home, one here for at least 6 months. Both studies are contingent on there being no metastisis to the brain. Her brain was clear in June but they will have to repeat the test in about 3 weeks...we will be back here in 4 weeks to start a different grouping of chemo/therapies. She will be off medicines for 4 weeks prior to the start of the new therapies. I may tweek this prayer in the next few days but right now...need is present. I ask you to print this off and say the prayer for Mary-repeatedly over the next four weeks. To the supreme god, mother father god, all the great ones, through the help and blessings of those who watch over us; healing angels, beings of light-please cleanse & heal the brain of Mary York-may it be completely healthy and remain completely healthy; please heal her on all levels and in all time: please bless us with divine guidance, love, healing and protection....please bless and heal all those with cancer and those who care for them in any way... we thank you for your divine healing and intervention...in full faith...amen

11/7 email
Hi lovies, Mary and I got home about 11pm last night. Thank you so much for all the well wishes, mutual tears, committment to prayer, holding our emotions for us that we can't have right now and offers of support/love/help. Mary and I appreciate them all and are blessed.

I've been thinking, musing about my belief that energy follows thought....what you think is what you become......be careful what you ask for because you might get it. etc...etc. Energy is just energy....it does not have intelligence of it's own. It is through our intension or will or a combination of those to things that energy knows were to go. Course to increase the voltage, it never hurts to invoke the divine to give it a boost. Thank you are a good thing too... Thus, when I sent out the results....I also sent out a positive prayer so that the energy doesn't dwell on the negative...but rather follows the positive towards complete success. I actually looked up the word power in the dictionary: def- energy transfered per unit of time. I was thinking about higher power...the power of thought...how we manifest so much just by this energy...that thoughts have power.

Mary's Mom Arlene was a brilliant woman. She has given me so many examples of how to live in the moment and live well. She found her beloved sister when she died and the image stayed with her for a long time. She told Mary that when she would find that image in her mind that she would sit down on the edge of the bed and replace the image with all the positive ones she could remember...eventually that image was erased from her mind. The power of thought, the power of affirmation, the power of will and of memory. So important.

When I get scared or when things are said that are about negative outcomes....I use my hand and erase the though forms (those of you who read the blog know that someone thought I was waving one time and came over to my car to see what I wanted). I replace them with the best possible thing and then go on. I do this because I don't want my thoughts to influence the energy around Mary in a negative way or around my life. A silent prayer, a thought form affirmative replacement. Please know that I ask for you to erase the thoughts about the results...and turn them into thoughts of complete response, positive outcomes and healing. Energy then follows your thoughts to Mary for complete healing. This what I've talked about previously with believing eyes when people look at her...i.e. you can look at her and think cancer....or you can look at her and think the divine light and love are healing Mary every day with good help from medicines, doctors and all around her that love her. I look at her and think she is the love of my life and I am so lucky.....

love, lg